Thread:MelonVandal/@comment-43836919-20191029082633

I'm really sorry. At first, I was rude to you and disrespectful and I had different opinions than I do now. Trust me, this has had an effect on the entire wiki and I'm so sad to see you go.

Nala, we will miss you with all of our hearts.

I just didn't realize I never apologized for being an idiot and all my stupidity and rude comments and behavior towards you. I treated you extremely unfairly. And I never spoke about it, but instead just bluntly made things you'd see.

And then, I don't think I ever got to be back to friends. I was never close with anyone on this wiki. I took it all for granted, and then when you left, the world felt slightly... worse. And not just because I had nobody to write things about for pity comments.

No, it was because I realized... I cared. I want you to be here, making stories and blog posts and laughing with the rest of us, talking on Jamaa Township and having fun. Now, I know I haven't really been on here for a long time, but...

In one of our conversations, you mentioned you didn't like who you were. We all like who you are on this wiki, though. You're the frame to a beautiful picture, the wall when you need a place to hang it. For all your hard work, you don't deserve your mom's whole... 'thing'.

I also think it's mean that she laughed at people's usernames. I know, mine is sort of kiddish, I wasn't thinking right when I made it. But I'm getting off-topic. The point is, I just need to say sorry. I was rude and unkind to you in ways that are unforgivable, and I know it.

So, for that, I'm sorry. But for this, I'm also sorry. You don't need extra drama in your life, and even though it may be just a simple 'see you again', for the time being, it's more to me. And I'm sorry. I'm very sorry that I did all the things I did.

And, yeah, I'm new. I'm a newbie. I haven't been here long enough to really have the right to talk to anyone like I actually am friends with them. And trust me, I believe you hate me just as I used to you. But right now, I don't care. I just care about making it right. Apologizing, because at this point, that's all I can do.

Nala, this entire wiki misses you already. And, frankly, so do I. I know that your mom said so and that's that. But I just wanted to say this. So instead of a simple message, I said it all. There you go.

I hope you enjoy your life.

-Ellie 