The Diary of a Goddess

The Diary of a Goddess

(i made the cover art)

Entry 84
Dear diary,

Another day of constant harassment, another day of self-loathing, another day of thinking. What should I do? How should I avoid this? It's driving me insane. How do I obtain such rare items, such bedazzling animals, such beautiful fame? How do I get people to like me so I love myself? I want to tear out my fur right now, I just don't understand.

But I will.

Entry 85
Dear diary,

Oh, why won't anyone let me live a day in peace? I get taunted, bullied, hurt...and there's nothing I can do. I'm losing my own mind, but once it's lost, will I be able to find it? It will be gone forever if people keep on insulting me with tongues as sharp as glass and stares as piercing as daggers.

I hate me.

Entry 86
Dear diary,

I am shaking so much. Pulled so much fur. Bitten myself so much. I'm halfway to insanity. Just a few feet away. I want it to be all over. Over. Over. Over.

Over.

Entry 87
Dear diary,

It keeps happening

They told me I was stupid

Worthless

Dumb

Unrare

Disgusting

Oh I'll show them

They'll regret themselves so much once they know what's coming

Entry 88
Dear diary,

This is it

The day

The time

The hour

The minute

The second

ENTRY 89
I DIDNT DIE

ENTRY 90
THE PHANTOMS MET WITH ME

I TOLD THEM I DIDNT DIE

THEY SAID THAT I DIDNT HAVE TO DIE

THEY TOLD ME WHAT I COULD DO

THEY SHOWED IT TO ME

THE RED SWIRLED AROUND ME

IT WAS WOLFS BLOOD IN A TWISTER

IT STAINED MY FUR

IT WONT COME OFF

BUT THATS GOOD

I AM

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