User blog:Leahretical/*sigh*

I don't feel like living right now.

My life is turning upside down.

Oh God.

Two very bad things have happened today.

I went to the doctor. I feel like cursing right now. The quack of a doctor told me that I might have stage 3 or 4 lung cancer. I don't smoke, and I don't drink. How could one make an assumption like that? So next week, we are going to another doctor to confirm it.

Then my mom got all emotional and she was choking on her saliva and just said, "tell me something you have never told anyone before."

So then I admitted that I was bisexual. Then she threw things around and made me get out of the house so God could forgive me and so I wouldn't go to hell. Like what? My Lord, we don't even know if the Bible really says we can't be gay!!!!! Just because I find both genders attractive means that I'm a piece of trash?!?!?!?? I don't really want to talk to anyone right now. The only way I can live without being screamed at is using the internet. I feel like running away. Heck, why don't I just stab myself??? If I can't be myself than what's the point of living???