User blog:PPermelia/2019 and blog post re-check

So for my whole year and a month on this wiki I have been terribly Bipolar on whether or not I want to quit, yes, no, yes, no, I feel real' gloomy and then I'm all happy and back again. I don't know, I'm like a stale piece of bread floating in a river, being torn apart by rocks and ducks, oh no... oh no not the ducks.. NO!-

So yeah, if anyone has advice just.. let me know.