I can't

"'I can't do this I can't please someone stop me someone help I can't do this please someone tell me no please please please plea-- I did it... I regret it but there's nothing I can do is there? I read somewhere that if I do something in the next seven minutes I can reverse this. Someone do something. someone take me away please I did something bad I need to be locked up I-- Oh no I'm doing it again please someone grab my arms or something please I don't want to do this someone please. I love her I can't do this please someone I LOVE HER PLEASE SOMEONE NO!! NO!! NOOO!!! PLEASE SOMEONE PLEASE PLEASE I LOVE HER I LO- I did it again I can't stop myself someone stop me please please I need help someone help please please oh god I'm doing it again someone stop me someone help please please I beg you anyone please please she's so dear to me! PLEASE SOMEONE! PLEASE! Honey trust me I can't help it! I can't stop myself! Please don't cry don't be scared I'm trying to stop myself but I can't. I don't know what's come over me, just run! run for your life get the police. Don't be scared I still love you so much and I always will no matter what. why aren't you running please run dont stay here staring at me just run please just run go run away as fast as you can.... run- what do you mean you can't? You're frozen with fear? Try to relax and run or push me away don't let me do this to you just stop me please just stop me or run or something do something come on hun please NO NO STOP-- BRAIN STOP HANDS STOP NO PLEASE DON'T LET ME DO THIS TO YOU NO NOOO NOO I-- I killed her... I have nothing left.. I can't I just can't *Slash* *thump*' That's the recording that Rick took the day he was found dead with his also dead wife and 13 year old daughter. The three animals he can be seen killing, apparently not under his control, are a stranger, then once he entered his home, first his wife and then his daughter. And autopsy shows that someone sliced his neck. Police think he killed himself with the same knife he used to kill his beloved family members and one unknown victim. The reason for suicide is assumed to be sadness and anger at himself and probably also because he wanted the rest of his loved ones to be safe from him and his uncontrolled killing." said the news anchor on the evening news. Pretty gruesome, huh? Also pretty sad.