User blog:Memories Afloat/Corruption

''Pain. That's all you know now. Just.. pain. The words of the terrified Gems around you echo in your mind, "Run! Get away! She's corrupting! She's dangerous!" But you're not dangerous, you're not hazardous; you're you, one of many copies, replaceable. But your personality as a whole cannot be replaced, cannot be copied, it simply is what it is. Your vision is growing blurry as the Palanquin flees the scene, Blue Diamond has shunned you- just as everyone else has. You're the cause of this sudden panic, now you were going to die alone on the wretched planet knows as Earth. You were supposed to fight in the War, alongside all of the other Amethysts, Jaspers, and Topazes, but you broke down and started corrupting. You can't see now, the screaming from the Gems around you was making you loose yourself, unhinging your mind, uncovering years of rage and spite that you'd buried deep within yourself. This strange feeling crept into you and rooted itself in your brain, uncovering the envy and jealousy you'd tried to keep hidden. You are now corrupted, your thoughts are scrambled and your mind has been broken. The Gems around you gasp and fall quiet, you still see them. They don't care about you, only their own safety, you have to make them pay for not helping you.. for not caring. You scream, they hear a roar, the Gems run and scatter- this makes you angrier. You run at a group of them and tackle them. You pound your paws onto their gems. They're broken now. You've killed them. It's your fault. You begin to cry as all of the other Gems escape, you're alone now. You collapse and fall to the ground, crushing the small shards of gem, you're sobbing. A Gem walked over cautiously as you continue to cry. They're inches from you now, "I can help.." They say. You cannot reply, the tears cannot stop falling from your black, sunken-in eyes. The Gem sighs and pulls out a war hammer from their gem, raising it above their head. You realize what they're about to do and try to get away. They slam the war hammer down on your gem.''

Now you're dead, just like all of the innocent Gems that YOU killed.