Despise

" I despise you. You are sickening. "

....

That's what mother always told me.

When?
I bit and held onto the wooden pole as 50 others do so. Walking. Walking nowhere.

When?

When I was sold. Water runs from the outside. Clean water. We couldn't stop. Nobody can. The posture we were in was painful. But it doesn't matter.

Why?
We'd fall to our deaths, the wooden pole won't hold us for long. Someone is watching from the shadows.

" Major. It's me. " I would say to the shadows lurking around my cell. I fear the lights will run out. I fear the cold. I do not know what lurks under those shadows, but I know its Major. It's always her.

Her brown pelt turned pure black as the soft fur on her face turned harsh and almost into leather. Markings mark her face as the whitest paint help her glisten in the moonlight.

Yet, nobody can see her.

I fear for her songs. I can really see the shadow nightmares coming. I fear for my own sanity.

Where?
Inside a house.

Major was smiling. I was.

The attic was where we stayed. I loved her. I would hold her hand as little rays of light came through the window. Boxes. Boxes were formed to make a desk. A bar. A school. Any place.

But it's gone.

The girl I knew is now a monster.

I feared the day that the book came.

The book. I remember it being inside the boxes.

I remember being pulled in.

I don't remember anything else but this torture device.

What?
The throne. A torturer's device. You aren't free.

The song will drive you into insanity.

You can't do anything. The lights will forever glow. You can't stop it. You cannot wait for death.

Death will never come. The throne is keeping you immortal.

You cannot do anything. The headaches. The pain.

My mother always told me, " I despise you. You sicken me. "

I'm gone now, mother. I ran away to be with the girl of my dreams. But she's gone. She's a monster. Major. I can hear her lurking around the prison halls. Halls. I remember the cave. I never let him free. I let him suffer.

Please, Twinkle. I am sorry. I can't go back.

I want to exchange places with you. To hear Major lurk around watching me sit back.

She knows the song drives you insane.

But I still love her. She's going to be mine forever.

I wish she stayed with me.

Who?
Major. The beautiful jammer.

Soft green eyes that was warm as the ray of sunlight touching your fur.

But, you know.

That's already gone. She's now a monster. She lures others in the cave.

..Cave.

I will escape tomorrow. I really will.

I am coming for you, Twinkle. You will be set free.

I cannot wait to hear the song as it gets looped for eternity.

...Because I love you, Major.

I really do.

How?
It's been done.

I can see Twinkle having the hope in her eyes. The wolf's coat was turning white as her dim eyes were no match to the candles in the cave halls.

I fear the throne.

I fear the day I will be staying.

But, I will never fear Major.

Because I love her.

Goodbye. I will see you again major.

I hope one day, I will be able to hold your paws.

Because I love you.