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My feelings are in a twist

It feels like everything I do gets thrown into the abyss

And I try

To make it up to everyone else

But I can't now

I know I said one thing

And then that

But I just can't

I don't mean to make this a rant

It's like you only seem to see what I lack

Am I that bad?

So you know what

I give up

Try to defend me now

I'm already gone

I'm trying moving on

I don't need you to push me along

Maybe it's my anxiety

But I'm not where I'm supposed to be

You know what?

I give up.

No matter what I say

All you got is me cryin at the end of the day

I wish I could change it

The feeling but I can't fight it

And I know it

Standing here

I'm proud

Of all that I've done

But what else?

Cause you know what?

I give up.