User blog comment:DarkShadowThePhantomWolf/Okay I kinda feel like I need some help/@comment-30921738-20171229220642

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can hardly relate

About the 'physically cannot feel hunger' maybe you should talk to your parents about that. Or a doctor, I guess I'm not exactly sure what you mean. I used to not be able to fell if I was hungry, but nowadays I get horrendous stomach aches when I don't eat. (maybe thats cuz im so skinny... i am an actual stick-man)

I would rather be up talking to people then locked in a dark room to avoid others, so I cannot relate at all. Seriously, I would rather die than do that all day, so I have no idea how the heck you feel. But I'm not a 'wanting attention' kind of person, but I don't like being lonely all the time. Sometimes I like being alone, but not to avoid other people.

I do feel bad for people I hurt. Overall, I think it would be better if you stopped hurting people in AJ... I know some people are jerks, but there are a lot of little kids out there that don't understand. After all, I feel incredibly guilty after I do the slightest thing wrong. Even when I do something that doesn't hurt others much, I still feel so guilty about it and I just have to apoligize one time or another.

I don't have very many friends either, besides the ones at Church and my art class. At school I rarely had any close friends, but man, every single grade during elementary school, all the kids in class were so nice. I didn't have any close friends besides Emma and Lisa, but everyone was still nice.

I have serious trouble falling asleep too. I lie around until I'm dying of hunger, so then I get up and get some food, then lie awake for another four hours. I find that sitting up and thinking about things  keeps me awake, so I try to dream of something and then I soon fall asleep. Reading books or watching a short show also helps. Eating helps sometimes, and I do know a few awesome book series you can read at night until your eyes pop out, such as Percy Jackson and the Olympians, Wing of Fire, and Spirit Animals. Defenitely try Percy Jackson..

When you get tired, you teld to get really emotional and sad. If you are lying awake needing a hug, go hug your parents or a dog or stuffed animal. I know what helps... it happens to me too. I mean, unless your oarents aren't super nice, then maybe you could your pets. Speaking of that... I sleep with my dog too. But after Buttons death, I moved one of our foster cats into me and Nkurle's bedroom. She is pretty sweet and sleeps in my lap. (and bites me when i touch her, and nibbles my toes if they move)

And about being scared of your dogs death... you don't have to worry. If you just sit and wait until he/she dies, you will just get sadder and sadder. And even if your pet does die... he or she will go to a better place, and will feel no more pain.

I may not know exactly how you fell... but I can get an idea of it. I hope this helped... but try to make more friends and be braver than I was in school.