User blog comment:Shystar500/Listen. Everyone. Now./@comment-26478244-20150916033530/@comment-26502668-20150918042659

I'd rather live in another universe where I still have connection to here, and that universe would be shaped by Dragonheart's crazy Jamaa, along with other user's realities, including Techy's. And the only way for such a thing to exist to me... *takes a deep breath* ...I would have to either kill myself or die naturally. It's true - I don't want to really kill anyone, but I feel so bad about myself that in fact I feel driven to suicide. No suicide attempts, though - but I really do want to die.