User blog comment:Claweight/GOD it hurts/@comment-26510374-20190820164808

ok i would like to Thank the 3 people who replied to this because everything you said means a lot and yesterday was good. i don't know what force was willing me to jump back into the ajsw at the end of sumner and awkwardly say a bunch of random things and drop a terrible embarrassing vent on you (god bless for humoring me after i wrote this. Thank you) but i feel happier now, like i've got things to look forward to like back when i was younger checking my email all the time for wiki comments and notifications. my email is flooded and dusty and sad now because i've even lost the motivation to check and take care of it but i look forward to everything and i look forward to getting better. thanks