Thread:Melonbuns/@comment-26510374-20190820010700/@comment-39615662-20190820012717

i wanna live in my bed and just be served food and i have the internet with me the entire time. that would be a very happy life for me.

im so nervous for school you would not even believe it. everyone thinks im super excited, but im actually not. i perfected the art of acting, and it helps me a lot when im hiding my real feelings. everyone thinks im the super upbeat smart kid in class and i don't care about people's words, but nobody is that perfect. like, i dont wanna go to school anymore because it just means i have to control my emotions and put a fake face on.

im so nervous about screwing up that i'm even having dreams about going back to school and crying in front of the whole school again.