User blog:DarkShadowThePhantomWolf/Okay I kinda feel like I need some help

Here are the reasons

 * I physically cannot feel hunger anymore
 * I prefer to isolate myself in a dark room with only the light of my computer screen to avoid social interactions
 * I feel no regret for the people I hurt through AJ; if they didn't wanna be upset they shoulda left before I did it
 * I barely have any face-to-face friends
 * There is literally ONE person who purposefully sits near me at lunch; the rest are people wanting to sit near her
 * I have serious trouble falling asleep
 * Sometimes I just lie there at around 3:00 AM desperately needing a big long hug
 * My favorite sleeping position when I don't have the dogs is curled against the wall so nobody can see my face
 * I sometimes think about how my dog will die in 3 years and curl up bawling in bed followed by love-mauling her (all at night)