War-ridden

At first, there was nothing. Really nothing. Care wasn't provided. Nothing. But then there was something. Something that...

...Never benefited us.

Event
The gas filled Balloosh.

Jammers wouldn't notice until the poison filled the streams. Even if you filtered it, poison still came. A strange light emitted as jammers looked up the sky. And then there was fire.

'''Fire. '''What felt like 6 minutes was 7 hours. Tears filled as the village burned.

How could they?

War
I'm afraid about many things but I never expected this.

My village stayed in the slums, then we get ambushed. Many died while some fled.

I cannot guarantee my safety! I must leave!

....They really do lurk around, watching my every move.

Ominous figures
Hello? I think i'm still alive. I am lucky. I think you are confused.

I don't want to tell you. But I should.

I live in a place where nobody is okay. Poverty was everywhere. But..some kind of jammers started to... work on something. It was by the temple, y'know, where Juno's place were. They just, simply didn't let us know. It was really secretive and sometimes my place would see some abnormally weird colors in the water, but we disregarded it as some kind of miracle.. I am not sure until.. They led us out..

If I was right, they had a top coat and a black furry hat, I remember it like it was yesterday. The only thing that shone brightly was the moon illuminating the village. It was followed by a soft cackle. It spread. '''It was fire. '''I can't bear to hear that word. The cackle seemed like laughter laughing at me, the fires engulfing the dens my village worked so HARD on, I feel as if.. the blame was on me. The foxes with the top coats seemed to shine above us as we watched our dens burn.

...I am SO SORRY.

.....I am SO SO SORRY.

It's all my fault! If ONLY I could do something!

I SHOULD'NT HAVE LET THEM IN.

I SHOULDN'T HAVE TOLD THEM.

I SHOULDN'T HAVE WRITTEN THIS.

THIS IS ALL MY FAULT, NOW THEY'RE AFTER ME

Calmed
I think i'm calm.

I can really hear the screams every night. It's painful. '''I worked on the Experiment. '''I really cant. I cant.

I'm just a seal. I don't have to live this way. It's nothing. Everything they worked on is just ASHES.

I'm so sorry.

But.. It's not gonna be a secret anymore.

Behind the lush streams and the prehistoric store. It's really just a beautiful masquerade. Bold feathers, but lies a poison touch. The streams are poisoned, the lives are in endanger, and all because I WORKED on this.

I wasn't even aware. Even after the event, I know that everyone's trying their best to survive this place. I..

...I wish I could do something.

I want the polished floor back. I want the markets. I want children running around happily around what used to be a fountain, flowing. The peaceful place.. The mountains, the fresh air, but now is just some toxic bull-crap left over by..

By us.

....I really am sorry.

....I wanted to do something.

.....But I cant.

Balloosh already seemed to be restored but, is it really though? It's ridden with vines and, I never imagined it to turn into some kind of swamp.

...'''Its just another masquerade party. The boldest and the most vibrant masks always win. Feathers with a touch of poison, or the vibrant colors that scream toxicity. But, there will always be one winner. It will always be Balloosh. '''

'''I really can't insure my safety in telling you this, but I hope someone will find this. Somewhere, among the dirty stream, inbetween rocks, hidden with algae. I really hope so.'''

Goodbye, little notebook.