User blog comment:Claweight/GOD it hurts/@comment-39615662-20190820024322

i didn't read all of this, i just thoroughly skimmed through it at most.

but like you're not the only one who is scared the hell of school

like

eh.

and also i don't mind the long rambly vent, because sometimes you've just gotta get your feelings out there somewhere for others- ANYONE- to see.

i get what you mean by you slowly losing your passions, and once you lose them its hard to get them back.

i used to like hanging out with my family and TALKING to people- heck, nobody could ever get me to shut up.

now, i still talk to people, but it feels forced, you know? i feel like i'm gonna have to talk to the same people over and over because if not them, i'll never have anyone.

also i never noticed all this venting until school started slowly edging forward. maybe that's just me being paranoid but school can do a ton to you.

and i LOVE writing, LOVE LOVE LOVE IT LIKE CRAZY. i have a ton of stories on here, and when i wrote back in like 6th grade, I would feel inspired by things going on. now, so many things are going on but i don't see anything meaningful in them, and now my stories are from the top of my head and not based on real events like how they used to be.