Eyes never CAN see

I always think about this, I always think about it and no one really cares. Nobody else in this world cares that there is so much that we don't know about what our guardians are up to, I find it unsettling, and I may be the only one. hello, I am juniper jellygirl (I am a panda) known as, "The worrier" In jamaa. I worry. a lot. It's a hobby of mine. I think I am the only one that's worried about jamaa, because just like earth, the government is VERY sacred, and you could spend one billion years in that place and still not know anything about how it works, what they do, and most troubling, what they plan in there. Jammers call me crazy, but I ignore them....I know that something suspicious is going on behind closed doors, that the alphas metaphorically close themselves. I even have a suspicion, that my own brother, DJ cooldog, is part of it, I have no real evidence, But I come off my gut feeling, which I know is dangerous, so shut up.

I spend my free time reading about what the government can, and cannot do, to see if I can even get the tiniest bits and peices, so I can have as much intell as I can about the government, as usual, the librarian, who is an owl, gives me funny looks along with the rest of jamaa, when I pick out a huge, foot wide book about law, criminal justice, and mostly, Legal plot holes. "I haven't seen someone do this much reading on law since your own brother came in here" she said. My pupils got small. "Ok, mrs.lola479" I replied shakily. I felt myself get hot out of frustration for my brother. I knew it, I just did. How? I don't know of course, I am not Sherlock Holms. I needed to get info from him, someway, somehow, and I needed to do it faster than I have ever done something, ever in my life. I plotted my plan for tonight when he was asleep.

This plan is incredibly risky, and dark. If I made just one slip up, and he found out that I knew he worked for the government, it would be over, and I would never be seen again. without letting mrs.lola479 see, I quickly smuggled a book out of the library and took it home. I didn't take it to read, oh no, I took it for different reasons. My brother and the rest of my familly were asleep, I slowly creaked open my brothers door as it creaked, I flinched in case he got up. His room was a mess. His clothes were all over the floor, and I had to wade in them. he kept all his stuff in his walk in closet, maybe I could find a diary and that would have information. I creaked his closet door open. this time he woke up, and he stirred in bed. He began to yell at me to get out of his room. I covered his mouth with my hand and in rage, I began to choke his to death, this cicle repeated, until he didn't move anymore. I just killed my brother. I literally just killed my brother. what am I? I am blind. Eyes never CAN see anyways.