Board Thread:PSA(s)/@comment-26510374-20170724040159/@comment-26510374-20170728202426

Tell me, how exactly are we all going to "PITCH IN" to save the wiki if the problem is NEARLY EVERYONE, who all think ''OOH I HAVE WRITING TALENT! I'M SPECIAL! ''

This is the problem. I hate everything here. I hate what this wiki has become. It used to be all better and good. I asked God to save this wiki when I had ''hope. ''

I asked Him to give the AJSW more members. And He did, but he didn't give me the people I wanted. He gave me terrible authors who are the reason that outsiders from the AJW and elsewhere think this wiki is a wasteland of cancer and garbage writing. I once refused to believe them. But now I do.

This community has driven into my brain the ideas that my writing is worthless and not worth reading, that this wiki is horrible, that my self esteem is gone and my anxiety will never go away. I can't look at this place anymore without wanting to break down and end it all the easy way by closing this wiki.

I've started to give up. When I work hard, when I try to do something fun for the wiki, for the community, (the inkwell, the blessing of decent stories, etc.) I am ignored. Trying to save the people who I used to care for no longer appeals to me, because I know it won't matter.