R a g e

''Your palms are sweaty, you are close to crying. You cannot breath. You want those pixels back. You want to get revenge. You want to cry. ''

As you get locked, those feelings come raging through you. You pound your desk, you slightly panic. You attempt to hold those tears back, a tiny one falls and you wipe it, you cant help yourself and silently sob. You wipe your tears off with your wrist, your sleeves wet from the tears. You get a pillow and scream your feelings. You feel so tired and sick. You clench your fists as you punch the pillow. You feel extremely empty, your gut wrenches. You can't breath from the tears. You suddenly feel another batch of tears come, you let them go freely, what felt like 1 hour, was 1 minute. You lie down on your bed and think about what you lost. You take a nap, the slow pitter pat of the rain makes you relaxed, you sleep well, although the weather was bad, you imagined yourself calm, and that made you relaxed. You dream about clouds, as the rain keeps falling. You wake up, feeling safe, as you didn't care about the pixels you just lost.