Board Thread:Roleplaying/@comment-28439145-20171003004547/@comment-26510374-20171004230102

i know this will come out mean and/or concerning but i feel threatened by others' success for some reason, which is why my mental state crumbles whenever somebody's story is more popular than mine or whenever i'm looking at nice art and the shoulder demon whispers something along the lines of you are pathetic or you will never improve 

this is why whenever you post a drawing in a thread i instantly give up

another reason is my digital art looks bad (dragon drawing or not), i have grown to despise digital art out of utter envy and stick to traditional

i can basically only draw anthro dragons and other non-specific anthro animals (this is why the only dragon drawing i've shared is the bdk one because the others were not good, and even said dragon drawing was not very accurate to bdk's personal oc)

i'd share my traditional drawings more often, but my phone's camera is said cluster of bear droppings and i need to find the usb cord my dad put somewhere else once again

even if i started getting good at digital i dislike those clean lines and overall unnatural looking style i've seen often

dragon avatar things are good because they will forever be better than my drawings

tl;dr me rambling about camera problems, my art and almost going off on a tangent about digital art why did i type this