User blog:PPermelia/Law, thank you all so much for everything and happy 2020.

The worst time of the year comes now.

Gosh, if only this Christmas I could sit in and snuggle with a warm mug of hot cocoa, But unfortunately I cannot. Merry Christmas and may yours be better than mine, I feel like I'm about to cry because I do on every holiday, such as on my birthday, I cried, on Halloween, I cried and I swear, I don't know why but I am NOT look forward to 2020, think of me however you want I'm just kind of broken right now. But it's good to have a little place to come and talk with people, and if you've met me, thank you for at least talking with me once.

It's appreciated.

The only thing I want for Christmas now is a good one for everyone else, obsessive thinking has really become an issue for me, it's not obsession like for instance:

Anime, Animal Jam (Neither of which am I a fan of)

But keep in mind none of this had actually happened, I'm not using an actual example of what I do have an issue with:

(Look at that bird)

That's an ugly bird

But then it'll loop, over and over and I swear I've been trying to grasp it, along with what I believe is Misophonia, everyone tells me it's a habit and never to diagnose yourself, but I'm suffering from an intense hatred of mouth-noises. Thanks for everyone who wished me well and I'm doing quite well halfway, and may you all have a blessed Christmas/happy holidays, hopefully  haven't changed from when you last saw me.

But this also isn't the place for these kinds of rants, I'll be going on another inactive-spree again and I'll be back probably in January, but thanks for everything, you guys are awesome.

~PPermelia