User blog comment:Memories Afloat/This is a strange question, I grant you, but please answer it/@comment-27070860-20170612202809

Look at 'chu, making me question death and human existance right before I go to sleep C:

(the real me answers:)

How: Quickly and painlessly. Or some poison that won't make me feel horrid (if that exists). I'm just scared of pain.

The way I would be TERRIFIED to die in, would probably be after mental torment...? I'm just horribly scared of someone screwing with my head, and me having to die that way.

When: Well, the question was 'if you had to at this moment', so... basicly right now. If I HAD to die, knowing when I'll die isn't meaningful. What I had to do, I had to do within my time- I can't feel bad about unfinished buisness, when it was meant to never be finished.

If I could never change my time limit, I can't blame my lack of work/meaning on myself (as I do now). I'd just know; I tried my best, and tomorrow/in a moment/whenever is my death, and I'm done- nothing could have changed this; It's not my fault.

Where: Wherever my family would be. They saw me when I was born, they have the right to be the people to see my death and say good bye first.

why: Explained everything up there somewhere.

(My perfect picture for this question-this isn't the real me, but someone I'd like to be)

How: Fighting for my faith/loved ones

When: In a moment where all hope has given up, but I continue to try 'n fight.

Where: In a different universe where when someone dies, their body turns into a tree and stands there as a memory of them :)

Why: I really admire people who die with honour, or die for something they love. I'd also like to be that small 'spark of hope' when all is dark (but I'm to much of a Coward o actually do anything xD)

And the last one- I just really want to be remembered. My biggest fear is to be forgotten.

Now, I just wrote all that sleep-sitting, so I apoligize for typos/etc.

Now if you excuse me, I'll throw myself on my bed.

'G night