Thread:Enddayss/@comment-39615662-20190820220305/@comment-39615662-20190828235845

spanish. yeah, uh, i find that ironic because i was just arguing with my mom about spanish class.

so, today was the first day and all, and we got a list of electives to choose from. one of them was spanish. however, if you take spanish, you're stuck with it for the next two years. no turning back. it also has so much goddamn homework, i've seen the classes in session before and they look so boring.

i had wanted to take home economics last year, but my mom made me take public speaking instead. which i find stupid, considering i'm actually a really good actor and i'm good at conveying my messages to other people. i'm not at all shy when it comes to this kind of stuff.

but this year, she still won't let me take home economics because i need to learn how to 'stop wasting my time, or else i'm gonna end up working at mcdonalds'. honestly, though, i don't need a freaking third language to learn. i know english and arabic, more than both my parents know. what more do they want? they ended up great without knowing a second or third language.

we started arguing and i couldn't help but cry, and my mom told me to shut up and stop being weak. my carpool partner/best friend was sitting in the back behind me. my mom is always the reason i cry in public. always. even at school, when she's not there, i just randomly breakdown into choking sobs when i think about my mom.

but here's something to not make everyone feel depressed: today my school played music on big speakers. the teachers were on the right side of the room and the students were on the left side. my friend nicole was talking about how lame the music they put on was, and she whispered 'i think they should put on happy.'

a few seconds later they started playing 'happy' and me and her started screaming 'WHAT THE F*CK' and everyone was like 'u ok'