Thread:Enddayss/@comment-39615662-20190820220305/@comment-39615662-20190826224831

Cool!

Also--

I want to play AJ like I used to, but I'm always made fun of when I play it. Not only by real people, but myself. Faceless spirits in my head are always whispering about how childish I am, and how I need to grow up.

not to mention the fact that i'm also a crybaby, and i cry for the littlest thing without trying to. i start crying for the wrong things and being happy for the wrong things

Like- for example- I was sad when my best friend called and asked if I could come over. I was super happy when she finally shut up and ended the call, after I convinced her I'm 'busy'.

And I was so damn happy when my grandma went back to Louisiana and got out of my freaking house.

I was mad when my parents got me a laptop. I felt like they shouldn't have and I kept screaming in my mind how I don't deserve one.

I have twisted psychotic perspectives on most things.