Faceless

29.09.16
Everyone looks the same

Everyone has the same, sickening emotionless face

They are lacking eyes

They don't even have noses

They just have the same pair of lips that spits out curses and threats at me

Nobody likes me here

I look to my left, where theres three people- one with dog ears, second with wolf ears, third with panda ears.

They where all faceless, emotionless.

I hated it, i hated that I couldn't see their faces

I hated that they could see mine.

I despited the fact that they somehow where staring at me, even without their eyes

My mind isn't strong anough to even imagine a face

Nonless even picutre a simple face

How do eyes look like anyways?

Mine are Green.

Are the only eyes in the universe green?

Or can people have different color eyes?

Or maybe green is the only eye color, and just presented in many shades?

Oh, maybe turquoise would be pretty.

Or is that already blue?

I wasn't even familiar with most colors, since it was rare to see any color here

I only saw the blues in the sky once,

I also once saw the reds and browns of a tree

But the faceless people just painted the sky grey again and covered the tree in a black blanket

The only color I see now is the green eyes I see in the mirror

My green eyes

Or maybe their someone elses and I was just so desprete to see color and just made them up?

I don't care

Fact is that i see Green.

But the emotionless taunt me for it, say i'd be better of digging my eyes out

No, scratch that, they said i'd be better of dead.

I don't really care, one way or another we'll all die.

We will, won't we?

I hope so.

When I still could see color, which I remember non of it, exept for a whisper that was stuck in my mind forever;

Life is from B, to D. From Birth-to Death.

''And whats inbetween those two letters? C.''

And what is C?

C is Coice.

Make good of the Coice.

People don't care about your misery,

So don't be miserable, be happy

And that's all I recall remembering from that time

It was a long time ago.

Where the faceless still faceless back then?

I'm not sure.

Maybe they where, i'm just not sure...?

I don't know.

But I still choose to smile.

Because lets face it

I have nothing left to do.

Well, your probably clueless as to why i'm seeing faceless human-hybrids and fussing over my color-blindless.

Well, I don't think i'm home anymore.

I don't think i'm anywhere.

I think...

I might have a clue to why i'm here

I might have been in nothingless

I might have been in complete darkness

My mind never works well nowdays

I don't think it did back then, either.

Maybe the emptiness got to me

And I started creating a small world of my own

I regret not having any good thoughts back then.

I think i was so clueless and so lost, that I forgot colors, faces

I may have forgot how to create them, how to make them

But something weird happened recently

One of them...

Had a face.

I remember it clearly.

I was walking past the café, faceless still taunting me, but i was used to it by now, blocking it out.

That's when i saw it. A man with black rabbt ears, green eyes and different lips then the faceless was sitting at a table, drinking coffee. I wasn't sure how i did it, but my mind seamed to remember someone.

When the man saw me, instead of blurting out meaningless and empty words at me like the faceless, he gave me a thoughtful smile, sat his cup down and exited the café.

I really need to see another face.

I really want to remember.

I want to know who i am

Who I was

Who he was

Where i need to return-

or what was the place that i was lost in.