Thread:Enddayss/@comment-39615662-20190807032318/@comment-39615662-20190817194728

but i also am kinda hesitant about the idea because i feel bad about choosing between stories and stuff

but like

THATS SHOWBIZ

honestly i get anxiety over a lot of stupid things like on here im always worried i'll say the wrong thing and sound immature and irresponsible. like i try to control my temper most of the time but occasionally i screw up and rage. i used to have temper tantrums up until 5th grade, and even today i get teary over dumb things. that's why i have earned the title "sensitive crybaby".

ALSO, AREN'T FRIENDS SUPPOSED TO BE SUPPORTIVE?

AND LIE TO YOU JUST TO KEEP YOU HAPPY? YEAH, NO.

ALL MY 'FRIENDS' EXCEPT FOR MY CLOSEST ONE ALWAYS LIE TO ME WHEN SOMETHING GOOD HAPPENS.

LIKE WHEN A BOY I LIKED TOOK INTEREST IN ME, MY 'FRIENDS' LIED AND TOLD ME HE HATES ME, JUST BECAUSE THEY DIDN'T LIKE ME HAVING ATTENTION FROM A BOY AND THEY DON'T.

WHAT THE EVEN. LIKE IM TRIGGERED.

THEY ONLY DO THIS TO ME AND MY OTHER FRIEND. LIKE, FOR EXAMPLE, MY FRIEND MAKE THIS SURVEY AND THE ANSWERS WERE ANONYMOUS. TWO PEOPLE SAID THEY LIKED HER. THEN MY TWO FRIENDS WERE LIKE 'OH THAT WAS JUST US, NOBODY LIKES YOU HONEY'

BUT THEN I FOUND OUT WHO THE TWO BOYS WERE BECAUSE THEY TOLD ME.

internal screaming