User blog:DarkShadowThePhantomWolf/i need to talk about the type of person i am

the other day my friend was scared that i hated her and i barely could refrain from saying "i don't hate you if anything i'd hate myself for making you think you lost me"

i shortened it down to "i would never hate you"

that says 2 things

i blame myself for everything and i dont like to talk about my feelings

however when stuff builds up i will tell my online friends

because i know i'll never see them in person

i dont tell anybody that i actually know because i feel like all of my future interactions with them will be super embarrasing after i tell them

ill be writing more whenever i need to talk