User blog:Claweight/To Binge.

[Verse 1: Yukimi Nagano]Waiting by the mailbox, by the train Passin' by the hills 'til I hear the name I'm looking for a saw to cut these chains in half and all I want is Someone to rely on as Thunder comes a rolling down Someone to rely on as Lightning comes a staring in again[Verse 2: Damon Albarn/2D]I'll wait to be forgiven Maybe I never will My star has left me To take the bitter pill That shattered feeling Well the cause of it's a lesson learned Just don't know if I could roll into the sea again Just don't know if I could do it all again she said, it's true [Verse 3: Yukimi Nagano]Waiting in my room and I lock the doorI watch the colored animals across the floor And I'm looking from a distance And I'm listening to the whispers And oh it ain't the same, when your falling out of feeling and your Falling in and caught again (caught again)[Verse 4: Damon Albarn/2D]I'm caught again in the mystery You're by my side, but are you still with me? The answer's somewhere deep in it, I'm sorry but your feeling it But I just have to tell you that I love you so much these days Have to tell you that I love you so much these days, it's true[Outro: Yukimi Nagano, Damon Albarn/2D and Both]My heart is in economy Due to this autonomy Rolling in and caught again '''Caught again Caught again''' Caught again My heart is in economy Due to this autonomy Rolling in and caught again Caught again

To Binge is by far, hands down, my favorite song on Plastic Beach. Also probably my favorite Gorillaz song entirely.

To Binge is special to me because sometimes, I feel in the mood for a song that I really, REALLY like- and the next day, I skip it. And most of the songs on my Spotify main playlist, until I come to rest on one I'm in the mood for. I like all the songs on my playlist, but I need to have the "patience" to sit through a few.

To Binge is special, because no matter what, I am always in the mood for it. It brings me down, but it makes me happy.

To Binge is special as well, for my own personal reason and experiences.

My trip to Hawai'i. Kaua'i, to be exact. Where I went to the beach every day, where my dad lost his wedding ring, where I met a friend, where we found tropical fish, where we drove up mountainsides for stunning views, where I chased roosters.

I can't describe realistically where my heart lies, so I will say that I have four hearts.

Half a heart is home.

A quarter of a heart is Mexico.

A quarter of a heart is Philippines.

A third of a heart is Michigan.

Two-thirds of a heart is Alaska.



When the plane left the ground and went up, up, up and down, down down to another island, Kaua'i fought. I felt it tugging, trying to drag me to the ground, but falling back only with one of the two hearts I had left.

So the plane went to O'ahu and we stayed and bought things and ate until we had to get on the next one to the mainland.

<p style="font-weight:normal;">I felt so terrible leaving, feeling the pain in my heart as Hawai'i tore it out in an effort to make me stay. Unlike Kaua'i, I just couldn't bring myself to look back.

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<p style="font-weight:normal;">The song is about alchohol addiction and how it can ruin relationships.

<p style="font-weight:normal;">I want to make a story about it here, and I came up with an idea that isn't AJ related. An AJ-Related one's plot is in the making. But it doesn't feel right to have it be a solo story that only I make, since the song is a duet and it would be cool to see two PoV's written by two seperate authors.

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<p style="font-weight:normal;">The first time I listened I thought, "this is pretty good," but didn't finish the song. When we got wi-fi at the hotel, I connected and downloaded the song, listening to it more and more. I listened to the song in Hawai'i... a lot.

<p style="font-weight:normal;">My heart aches when I hear it. But I still listen. And I feel bad becasue I cannot go back to Hawai'i soon.

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