User blog:Wheatgerm/Sick and tired - of being sick and tired.

So basically, long story short, I have recovered just enough to have the energy for indescribable self-hatred, but not enough to actively fix it. I'm basically  just in flux, either ambling outside, dissociating my way through therapy, or listening to podcasts and trying to DIVERT, DIVERT, DIVERT my attention from its inevitable track.

Oh, why is this here?

Writing my little story has been a really nice distraction. The feedback has, on occasion, literally made my day.

I almost forget to have terrible body image for an entire day lol

Anyway, I love every single person here, I'm pretty sure. Thanks for being extra unpaid therapy, my brethren.