Talk:"I Dare You"/@comment-26502668-20150828000630/@comment-26478244-20150828013331

I understand what you're going through. I have many problems that I can't fix.

At home, I'm quite the rude and disrespectful one. I've been like this for a long time. I fight with my brother a lot and my mom gets angry easily. She passed down the angry trait I have today, along with my introverted attitude. I dislike going out in public due to worry and my severe anxiety.

On the web, I've said things that I really regret. I can't erase them though. I don't take jokes well on serious stories. I seemed a bit rude commenting on a joke character application, and I was pretty mad when I saw that. I dislike jokes on serious subjects. I say things that can be offensive or rude on the web when I shouldn't. I regret many things, real life or not.

I have to agree on the suicide thoughts. Violence and death is mainly on my mind, things that the person my age wouldn't think about. I feel better when I think of these things. My thoughts are usually death/blood, things I wish I had, power that probably won't exist, music, regrets, things I wish I could do and the things I deeply worry about. I have been caught attempting to suicide by stabbing the throat and chest, but I was caught and I was grounded for half a month.

I always feel a deep pang of regret when I think of my mistakes. I don't forget things easy, and the thoughts are forever with me. I can even remember my dreams from months or years ago. I wish to forget some things and go back to correct my actions. Forgetting isn't an option for me.

But gladly, I'm considered smart in my class. I have good grades and even though I can't pay attention very well, I do my best. And I will be there for you also..